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| parts. |
gaining a clearer sense of where resistance comes from is a potential result of paying close attention to when feelings of vulnerability are had.
3/7/12
3/6/12
3/5/12
monday.
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| robert mangold, thomas schutte. |
the time moves so quickly. keeping things simple. big ideas with broken down steps.
3/4/12
sunday.
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| in and out. |
“the kind of learning which contributes to the growth of the personality is that which engages with life passionately and honestly, if painfully. It is a learning which encourages change, one which inspires growth and supports a person in thinking for himself and thereby becoming more genuinely himself.”
-margot waddell.
3/3/12
3/2/12
friday.
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| hand. |
the two of us climbed to the top of a hill when we arrived. it was near an old school. we sat for over an hour without speaking.
3/1/12
2/29/12
2/28/12
2/27/12
2/26/12
sunday.
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| near armitage and the river. |
in the absence of an internal structure, an external one is felt to be essential to survival.
-margot waddell.
2/25/12
saturday.
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| shadows. |
so i slink amid the gutters, trash-can bangers, and street chatter, through the clink of sidewalk clutter, but that clatter makes me gladder; so much gladder that i woof-and i arf, pant, huff, and growl. now i'll shout and raise the roof with one good maxi-canine howl.
-chris raschka.
2/24/12
2/23/12
2/22/12
2/21/12
2/20/12
monday.
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| i found this. just like this. i swear. |
fifteen minutes into a thirty minute cycle. i hear my name. not used to talking while climbing stairs. i lose my breath. a meeting is made. i'm nervous. and ready.
2/19/12
2/18/12
2/17/12
friday.
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| window. |
this morning i watched a pack of thin black birds swooping in circles. small moving dots on a collage. their speedy grace reminded me of a waterfall.
2/16/12
thursday.
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| touching. |
private speech: children's self talk, which guides their thinking and action; eventually internalized as silent inner speech.
2/15/12
2/14/12
2/13/12
monday.
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| central park. |
specific: 1) clearly defined or identified. 2) precise and clear in making statements or issuing instructions. 3) belonging or relating uniquely to a particular subject. a goal of mine.
2/12/12
sunday.
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| stacking. |
we sat, on stools, around a small table. smokers danced in front of three fireplaces. the toilet broke. my drinks were strong.
2/11/12
2/10/12
2/9/12
2/8/12
wednesday.
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| lines. |
intuition
anticipation
peripheral vision
movement
full body
hiding
exposed
layers
a holding pattern
anticipation
peripheral vision
movement
full body
hiding
exposed
layers
a holding pattern
2/7/12
2/6/12
2/5/12
2/4/12
2/3/12
friday.
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| red and gold. |
i'm playing a video game on a set of steep stairs. it feels like a pyramid. the bathroom floor is wet from people showering. the other girls seem familiar but i don't know them. i have no idea what i'm doing with the game. i'm trying to give the controller away but no one wants it.
2/2/12
2/1/12
wednesday.
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| shadow on a storage building. |
we're all along the edge of the room and he's in the middle. he reminds me of an elephant for some reason. he's dusting off and moving around the mantle piece that's in my room now. we're uncomfortable. i'm changing my clothes a lot.
1/31/12
tuesday.
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| ramp. |
i held one half of the mask of a cat in my hands. i fell down. legs tangled, i stroked her coat.
1/30/12
1/29/12
sunday.
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| apples. |
we pack ourselves in the van. i'm in the way-back. the umbrellas for protection have been installed. the heavy beams for the aquarium, lifted up. all of us are out of breath.
1/28/12
1/27/12
1/26/12
1/25/12
1/24/12
tuesday.
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| self-portrait. |
we're staring at a pyramid. someone says my breath smells better. a little boy and his mother ring the door bell. he drops and breaks the tea-pot as they enter. i'm swimming in a lake in the basement. the phone rings. i'm hiding.
1/23/12
1/22/12
1/21/12
1/20/12
friday.
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| tube. |
as you say, you notice these things, and they puzzle you, and you love them. it is a very exciting subject.
-pina bausch.
1/19/12
thursday.
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| bridge. |
there's nine of us all together. i'm the last to take a shower. i'm in a small convenience store while i wait. i'm on the phone. the conversation is positive and then turns ugly. the connection's not great. i worry.
1/18/12
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